My signature - My tears turned....+ve!

Hey there ppl -

Howdy doody there? Long time since we met. But still most of the props I possess are bought from you. So I always remember you guys n gals. I could’ve for free, before the opening night (2008) with no wait in line, but I didn’t.

And when you know and see I’m feeling down
Why do you have to go and call my name
When I’d rather make it hear no sound
It makes it worse cuz it’s not the same….

There’s times when you’re in…and you’re in… but then there’s those times…and it just sucks. Everything went wrong, and you ask…is the juice worth the squeeze? I was lost, but now I’m found. Here's ME back again on the track :-)

All the great things of every great moments in my life! Here's one of the greatest moments so far. My emotion aroused by something awe-inspiring, astounding, or marvelous on the day 22nd January 2008. Can I have a reason for being amazed?

10 yrs of hard work for a boy who started his journey at the age of 15

# as a Newspaper boy,

# STD booth worker,

# Auditor office receptionist (some times a Tea boy),

# Especially involuntarily for sometime,

# Computer hardware (an apprentice who always find a chance to go out with the engineer to learn some hardware troubleshooting),

# A marketing representative with a bag (which is not my cup of tea),

# Trainee Hub Operations,

# Executive Hub Operations,

# Again involuntarily for sometime, (Tough luck)

# Trainee- Server administration,

# Technical Support Engineer,

# Sr.Systems Engineer

# and now as a Team Lead.

What are all the dreams that drove me for all these years?? An ardent love to be successful, an intense emotion, very strong interest to be one of the person who can also be in this society as an eligible member of the human race, Ma passion towards the cars and bikes, building a beautiful home with love for Mumma, Nannatha (grandpa) and Nooramma (grani), a peaceful breath to the family who's breath is always tough to get me to this stage. Overall can I say that I am opposite of failure?!

Honestly, as a child I was very curious about why people behave the way they do. So I would observe them and study them but I never found any interesting way to know more about what made them tick.

It is not a future predictive science at all. If success is really your passion and that's what you want to do in life then stick to it through the ups and downs and stay focused and things will eventually work out for the best. This is my way!

So I decided here's the deal. I wanna drive a four wheeler for mumma, nana, and nani but how? Money does matter mate! Haan! But nothing is impossible, it is always I'mPossible! With a lot of determination, a lot of courage. You have got to be persistent, and push through no matter how tough the going gets is what I always say to 'ME'.

The count down started from the tea shop. What? Can you get it? Oh yea, I can say that when I sit at the Tea shop nor walk to the office counting how many cars passed me? Crazy right? Yeah, I am crazy to own a car. That happened (the count) for 46 cars on the day.

I used to say 'Come on mate, come on Mr.H! One day your car will be here at 47th on road but who knows how many would have counted just like you'? Just like your passion? Just like you endure anxiously? Just like my cup of blood? The blood is red in colour but how many have the gesture to own your O' +ve? No, that's O(H) positive.

Jealous, Surprise and Delighted.

Jealous : Suspicious or fearful of being displaced by a rival (Me). Basically, these people are considered as 'Fearful of the loss'.

Surprise : State of amazement for some no many of my relations. They sneak up on that I caught something strange. I shall surprise the assembled members of our family 'Expect the Unexpected'.

Delighted : But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first. Yes, I am talking about my loved one's who really care, dare to do whatever I want. No less in space, validity, and pleasure it's my mumma (I love you mom), my nannatha
(He is my enemy is what he says about me but the truth is he loves me like anything), my nooramma (The strict financier is yet to sponser something for me LOLz).

To own this I had to go for a state of distress, affliction, difficulty and many more but the gear has always not been made for Reverse. It meant to go for a reverse to hit the target, to move forward, bounce back...the day came, the Day came
to me to own my brand new Tata Indica V2 Xeta.

I couldn't resist, I couldn't breath, I couldn't hear the usual heartbeat instead everything is moving slow...I am asking myself what's the time? Arre yaar, what's the time? Why things are moving slow today? Is there something happening around to make the day slow? Where is the sunlight dude? Why is it still dark?

Time: 4.00 AM --> I took 2 hrs permission
Time: 4.20 AM --> Cab started and moving slowly (what's this huh?)
Time: 4.45 AM --> Got into the Government bus grrrr....It's slower than the tortoise
Time: 5.45 AM --> Was wondering all the above past in the bus (Sweet or Soar a memory is always a memory) and rushing to get down from the bus.
Time: 6.00 AM --> Get ready mom, nani getup, nana we got to go to cbe for some work. So be ready...
Time: 7.20 AM --> Ringing Ketan, hey dude what's up? Are you ready?
Time: 8.10 AM --> Ketan calling, I am too fast to pick up the call in a milli sound from the hand phone, Oh yea dude! Where are you?
Time: 8.30 AM --> Ketan calling, I am reached! Can you come down?
Time: 9.40 AM --> Tafe access
Time: 10.25AM --> Nana was SURPRISED because this secret wasn't opened to him earlier. Nannatha is excited just a step more than me seeing his grandson to own a car!!!! What's the feel? I cannot get the feel of his eyes translated over my letters hmmm!!
Time: 10.30AM --> Oh yea I saw ma love, I saw ma money converted into an Arctic Silver colour, I saw ma hardwork, I saw ma mumma and grandparents, I saw Ketan, I saw NO, I felt something is trying to come out from my eyes but I cannot help to get it outside. What's that? That's ma Tears of Happiness.

Some kind of voice is around me now! I tried to find it out and here it is 'Your dream car is waiting for you' but whoz that? Is it my own voice hitting from inside?? Well well donno and now Nooramma handed over the key to me (with) eyes filled of tears and there's ma mumma standing behind me as ever (She is my support, she is my breath, she is my everything) and Nannatha standing opposite with hands at the back wondering about me. A proud grandfather on his part!

I hugged ma mumma and then drove my dream one step ahead saying in a symbolic art, I'm always ahead and I 'Born to WIN!'. Nooramma, then on the driver seat for Du'a (Dua is an Arabic term which means to 'call out' or to 'summon'.

Muslims use this term and call out to God, and Muslims regard this as one of the second greatest acts of worship in Islam.

"And your Lord says: "Call on Me; I will answer your (Prayer)!"

Did he answered to the prayer? Well, I don't know but my mumma's prayers will be answered and here's the answer. Though I don't believe in god for the sake of good soul's around me, I accepted this and headed the following

1. We went to Dharka in Trichy Road for Dua's
2. We went to the CSI Church Trichy road (Opp. G.H)
3. We went to Chenni andavar temple for the prayer

So there is no clue since everything is straight forward in this article. Here's the new car







Green colour saree - Ma mumma
Orange colour saree - Ma nani
White shirt - Ma nana
Blue strip shirt - That's me (hope you can recognize me)

P.S. Finally, I got to say one thing 'It's not owned, it's obsessed/possessed.'

Mr.H