Quadrennial

I'm feeling myself again! One of the most awaited day in life for each and every year. The thought of my past years is doth breed. It was looked forward not to showcase but that's the travel/journey of my life in the last Quadrennial. From the perspective, there were dispirited time's along with vivacious lights. It's like a day with sun and moon trying to cover them up. I have walked through people boisterously betting against each other. Also committed and restrained people accompanied for this whole 4 yrs of journey.

I have learned a thing quite obvious, Mindless chatter's use hum in the background where gossip tossed with seasoned back biting provided enough entertainment to the atmosphere. Jealousy was almost tangible. But certainly one must WIN the game. Dare to dream and tough to break. I am a definite toddler!

Either way, I got to thank each and every one of those personalities who spent (some)time with me. Being a face in the crowd, and getting acclaimed provided the right boost to our deflated egos. I'm proud and ashamed to declare that I used to participate every year. Can't forget the disaster of singing with Prem on the Dec day 2005 (chuckles).

Being heard with this, 'Go Jump, yes, you useless lump of mass!' and when I am down, the phrase lift me up with

"I have a life of my own, which is very dear to me. Why should I go out there and bury all my hopes to the grave?"

I myself murmer, "Come on Mr.H, don't possess the hearing perception." After all, I care too much ;-) In life, I'm happy that I got what I like and good things don't come easy! At the end of day or rather the beginning of the day, none would leave with whom they arrived!

ACT is BEST!

I wish all of you have a year filled with serenity and joy !

Mr.H

Requiescat in pace

Like Mahatma's quote, "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." I wish these soul's 'Rest in Peace' and let these soul's be the dawn of Love and Peace tomorrow.

The Full Stop in previous sentence should be the Fullstop for entire Anti-Social elements who kill their own brother's and sister's.

Here are names of all those people who lost their lives in the deadliest terror strikes in Mumbai.

JJ Hospital

* Hemant Karkare
* Ashokrao Kamathe
* Tukaram Ombale
* Vijay Sahdev Salaskar
* Arun Chitte
* Ms. Mehanabi Salim Hahharwala
* Salim Ali Harharwala
* Subhash Vanmali Vaghela
* Peerpasha Mehboob Alisheikh
* Shashank Chandrasen Shinde
* Prakash More
* Vijay Khandekar
* M L Chaudhari
* Babban Babu Hugade
* Aijazbhai Haji Imansahab Dalal
* Rahimatullah
* Jayawant Hanumata Patil
* Yogesh Shivaji Patil
* Babusaheb Dhurgude
* Ambadas Pawar
* Babasaheb Chandrakant Bhosale
* Sitaram Mahalba Sakhare
* Mukesh Bikaji Jadhav
* Kamal Nanakram Motwani
* Bret Gilbert Taylor (Australia)
* Ms Meera M Chaterjee
* Michael Stuart Moss (Australia)
* Ashfar Ali Shaikh
* Sareena Sasuddin Sheikh
* UNKNOWN
* Nitesh Vijaykumar Sharma
* Gaurav Walchand Jain
* Malyesh Manvendra Banerjee
* Jugaran Hedriz Rudolph (German)
* Thomas Verghese
* Sadanand Patil
* Steve Darfane (German)
* Unknown Woman (Foreigner)
* Ms Neeta Prakash Gaikwad
* Abbas Razzaq Ansari
* Ms Rakhila Abbas Ansari
* Sarjerao Sadashiv Bhosale
* Wilson Baburao Mandlik
* Mohammed Ilyas Ansari
* Kainath Nagar Kamruddin
* Andes Don Tevera (British)
* T Suda D Lashi (Chinese)
* Farooq Dinshaw Ehaliya
* Maibeb Vimanchandra
* Antinio D Lorenza (Italy)
* Sandeep Unni krishnan
* Ms Ami Vipinchandra Thakar
* Jordan Gracy Fernandes
* Ms Gehara Kanamani alias Jina (Thailand)
* Sunil Shevti Parekh
* Ms Reshma Sunil Parekh
* Ajit Srichandra Chabaria
* Ms Monica Ajit Chabaria
* Sanjay Vijay Agarwal
* Rita Sanjay Agarwal
* Rahul Subhash Shinde
* Ms Harsha Mohit Azrani
* Mohit Kanahya Hazrani
* Allan Michael Share (America)
* Ms Helen Konoli (Canada)
* Ms Uma Govind Garg
* Eklaq Mohammed Mushtaq Ahmed
* Pankaj Sompad Shah
* Ravidas
* Lokayu Michael Pudedan (Singapore)
* Gajendra Singh
* Ashok Kapur
* Anant Suryadutt Bhatt
* UNKNOWN
* Rohin Baji
* Kannobhai Javeribhai Patel
* Maqsood Mubarak Ali Sheikh
* Rivika Gabrial Holtsberg (Israel)
* Rabbi Gabriel Holtsberg (Israel)
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* Feriz Gimal Ahmak Khan
* Rabbi Ben Zion Chromin (Israel)
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* UNKNOWN
* Ms Sabina Saikia
* Udaysingh Karamveer Singh Kang
* Nitishsingh Karamveer Singh Kang
* Samveer Singh Karamveer Singh Kang
* UNKNOWN FEMALE (Israel)
* Ms. Yokovit Mosho Uspaz (Israel)
* Hemakshi Pillai
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* UNKNOWN TERRORIST
* Rabbi Arye Teitelbaum (Israel)

Nair Hospital

* Sushil Kumar Sharma
* Arkha Solanki
* Sunil Thakre
* Kajhi Thakre
* Vinod Gupta
* Abu Ismail
* Mohammed Amanat Ali
* Chandulal Tandel
* Prakash Sandal
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
* Doris Arban Rego
* Gunjan Narang
* Vijay Thana
* Neelam Narang
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
*

Sion Hospital

* UNKNOWN
* UNKNOWN
* Burki Ralph (Germany)
* Muti Arjun Ansari
* Rupinder Devendra Wadhawa
* Ravi Kunvar
* Saptakam Rehmatullah Shaukat Ali
* Murti Pavastin
*

Kem Hospital

* Hasibul Rehman Fajuddin Rehman Shaikh
* Aditya Ashok Yadav
* Deepali Janardhan Chitekar
* Raju Janardhan Chitekar
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
* UNKNOWN MALE
* Mohammed Kukhtar Mallik
* Noorul Islam Azahar Mulla
* Ms Shashabai Baburao Khratmal
* Aminabegum Hamid Sheikh
* Shirish Savla Chari
* Afreen S Qureshi

G T Hospital

* Sanjay Surve
* P K Gopalkrishna
* Thakur Budha Vaghela
* Ms Jasmine
* Vijay Katkar
* Bhagan Gangaram Shinde

St. George Hospital

* Aziz Nabullal Rampuri
* UNKNOWN
* Shoeb Ahmed Shaikh
* Misarilal Morya
* Shahabuddin S Khan
* Harishbhai D Goyal
* Zahir Sayyed Nasir Ali

Source of deceased :
http://www.ndtv.com/convergence/ndtv/story.aspx?id=NEWEN20080074486

Mr.H

Say NO to Terrorism

There are terror attacks, threat assessment, bomb blast's in and around the country that's called corruption. The recent assault's in my own land has ruined the life of so many innocent lives. Does the world addicted to it? I don't call them nor consider them as humans. Instead a new genre of flesh eating animate being has appeared abruptly to fill their hunger. Bull Sh*t isn't it?

As for as I know and commit, there are only two religion 'Good and Bad'. Anyone who is causing pain to fellow humans is definitely Bad and should be punished without mercy. That doesn't matter whether he is Hindu, Muslim, Christian or Jew. I never heard Lord Krishna, Jesus, Allah taught to kill innocent people.

I see Violence at many point or every point (which is appropriate at this time) goes unnoticed. When it is noticed, it is fully rationalized. These anti-social elements just don't realise that they're in someone else's way? Interrupting their lives? Destroying dreams? The children of victims feel Deprived of parents? Future comes empty? God damn!!

The maximum number of terrorist incidents and deaths of innocent civilians have occurred due to religious terrorism. It does happen very often, when it does, it's just exasperating. This kinda things can only cause losses of life, destruction of property, illness, injury, devastating economic loss what else? What else damn?

Letter to the threats : To whomsover it may concern, if you don't want to be an Indian better leave India.

Letter to the Government of India : I request the government to bring peace to my own land. No excuse for terrorism.

Letter to my fellow indians : Brothers and Sisters, Let the love that unites humanity. Let us fight for our rights. Let us bring joy and peace to the motherland. Let us wish each one of us to see the light from our unity.

I wish the absence of war and Freedom from war will reach my country. Justice and peace shall kiss each other.

Mr.H

Sin???

எனக்கு, "நான் தோல்வியடைய மாட்டேன்; நிதானமாகவாவது வெற்றியடைவேன்" என்கிற நம்பிக்கை உண்டு. நான் எனக்கு ஞாபகமிருக்கிற வரையில் என்னுடைய 13 ஆவது வயதிலிருந்தே நாத்திகன்; சாதி, சமயச் சடங்கு முதலியவற்றில் நம்பிக்கையில்லாதவன்.

ஒழுக்க சம்பந்தமான காரியங்களில் கூட, மற்றவர்களுக்குத் துன்பமோ, தொல்லையோ தரப்படாது என்பதைத் தவிர, மற்றபடி வேறு காரியங்களில் ஒழுக்கத்துக்கு மதிப்பு கொடுத்தவன்.

பணம், காசு, பண்டம் முதலியவைகளில் எனக்குப் பேராசை இருக்கிறது என்றாலும், அவைகளைச் சம்பாதிப்பதில் சாமர்த்தியத்தையாவது காட்டியிருப்பேனேயொழிய, நாணயக் குறைவையோ, நம்பிக்கைத் துரோகத்தையோ காட்டியிருக்க மாட்டேன். யாரையும் ஏமாற்றலாம் என்பதில் நான் சிறிதுகூட முற்பட்டிருக்க மாட்டேன்.

For me, "I will always have faith that even if the process is slow but steadily I will win/ taste the success". As for as I know from the age of 13 I have been atheist; I never had a belief on religion, caste and their procedures.

I never had an intention to hurt other feelings, thoughts and their beliefs. I strongly agree with the concept of winning the life that includes earning money, pride and luxury.

Though I have this set of mind that always lead me to be a trustworthy and never handled any situation with cheating and backfire.

இதன் அர்த்தம் எவர் அறிவார்? Can you tell me the meaning of this poem?

சாதிகள் -இல்லையடி பாப்பா;- குலத்
தாழ்ச்சி உயர்ச்சிசொல்லல் பாவம்;
நீதி, உயர்ந்தமதி, கல்வி - அன்பு
நிறைய உடையவர்கள் மேலோர்.

We shall not look at caste or religion, All human beings in this land whether they be those who preach the vedas or who belong to other castes are one. Treat everyone as a equal human being. We call people who is Educated, loveable, affectionate as well-behaved pleasant people.

Mr.H

Anything is Possible!!

From HJG

I can approximate the extent of concern that is raised in your mind. There's one thing about adversity, the more you focus on what is not working the more will the mind get worrisome. In every problem lies a thread of hope which we should be able to find and cling on to and work our way out off. The more light we shed on the hope, the better equipped we'd be to deal with uncertainities and problems that might crop up.

Personally there always is a war to fight and I believe that battle will be ongoing. One will always have one thing or another to fight against in the mind and this will stop only the day one ceases to live on Earth.

Words by,

HJG (My Mentor, Guru and Brother)

Amazing grace

Whenever I go downfall the density that admits illumination pop up to me in a way or two. There are quite a lot of moments that is hard to chew but I will always bounce back calling myself as a 'A tough negotiator'. To bring the state of mind back I perceive intuitively or through some inexplicable perceptive powers.

1. Motivating myself that I can do / I can overcome any obstacle's.
2. Thinking myself for the long run of destiny instead of worrying about the short pitfalls.
3. To overcome this pressure/pain if I wanted to 'A fit of weeping'? If yes, then I don't hesitate to shed tears to make it light.
4. Look for the thing that is between neck and upper arm. (I have never received this all the time)
5. Inspired by the go getter / Achievers.

He is the recent talent who proved 'He is impossible to break'. He is 'Naga Naresh Karuturi' and guys n gals please go ahead and follow the link below to know more about this 'Giant' young man.

http://specials.rediff.com/news/2008/jul/28sl1.htm

Mr.H

One's lot!

A British couple is going to tie the knot this weekend, 22 years after they were born next to each other in the same hospital ward.

Kelly Robinson and Dale Wilson were born at Northampton General Hospital in England's East Midlands region in 1986 and their mothers recovered in adjacent beds in the same ward, the Daily Telegraph reports.

Though the duo spent their lives separately for 20 years, they came into contact in April 2006 through a common friend. They found the close connection when their mothers met and started discussing their hospital time and the births.

The attraction was instant and the two decided to get married after a whirlwind five-month romance.


"I think it is destiny," said Robinson, who works as a manager in fraud detection for Barclaycard from West Hunsbury.

"Everything fell into place when we got together. It felt like we'd known each other forever," she was quoted as saying by the newspaper.

"It's so strange how we've met again and fallen in love. I can't imagine it happening to anyone else. I feel so lucky I've found Dale."

Robinson's mother Marie, 55, said: "It's such an incredible coincidence."

"The chances of them meeting again must be a million to one. It's just so peculiar but wonderful," she added.

Wilson, who is three days younger than his fiancée, is an engineer. The marriage will take place Saturday at a church in Kingsthorpe.

Source : http://www.ibnlive.com/news/born-next-to-each-other-theyre-marrying-after-22-years/70613-13.html

Mr.H

கண்களிரண்டால உன் கண்களிரண்டால்....

What a beautiful song?!

கண்களிரண்டால் உன் கண்களிரண்டால்
என்னை கட்டியிழுத்தாய் இழுத்தாய்
போதாதென சின்னசிரிப்பில் ஒரு கள்ளசிரிப்பில்
என்னை தள்ளி விட்டு தள்ளி விட்டு மூடி மறைத்தாய்

(கண்களிரண்டால்)

பேச எண்ணி சில நாள் அருகில் வருவேன்
பின்பு பார்வை போதும் என நான் நினைத்தே நகர்வேன் ஏமாற்றி
கண்கள் எழுதும் இரு கண்கள் எழுதும்
ஒரு வண்ண கவிதை காதல்தானா
ஒரு வார்த்தை இல்லையே
இதில் ஓசை இல்லையே
இதை இருளிலும் படித்திட முடிகிறதே

இரவும் அல்லாத பகலும் அல்லாத
பொழுதுகள் உன்னோடு கழியுமா
தொடவும் கூடாத படவும் கூடாத
இடைவெளி அப்போது குறையுமா
மடியினில் சாய்ந்திட துடிக்குதே
மறுபுறம் நாணமும் தடுக்குதே
இதுவரை யாரிடமும் சொல்லாத கதை

(கண்களிரண்டால்)

பிறைகள் அண்டாத காற்றும் தீண்டாத
மனதுக்குள் எப்போது நுழைந்திட்டாய்
உடலும் அல்லாத உருவம் கொள்ளாத
கடவுளை போல் வந்து கலந்திட்டாய்
உனையன்றி வேறொரு நினைவில்லை
இனி இந்த ஊன் உயிர் எனதில்லை
தடையில்லை சாவிலுமே உன்னோடு வர

கண்கள் எழுதும் இரு கண்கள் எழுதும்
ஒரு வண்ண கவிதை காதல்தானா
ஒரு வார்த்தை இல்லையே
இதில் ஓசை இல்லையே
இதை இருளிலும் படித்திட முடிகிறதே

பேச எண்ணி சில நாள் அருகில் வருவேன்
பின்பு பார்வை போதும் என நான் நினைத்தே நகர்வேன் ஏமாற்றி

கண்களிரண்டால் உன் கண்களிரண்டால்
என்னை கட்டியிழுத்தாய் இழுத்தாய்
போதாதென சின்னசிரிப்பில் ஒரு கள்ளசிரிப்பில்
என்னை தள்ளி விட்டு தள்ளி விட்டு மூடி மறைத்தாய்

P.S. You can download this song from the URL

http://tamilmusica.net/index.php?l=12&p=2008/Subramaniyapuram/Kangal%20Irandal.mp3

Mr.H

Taxi...taxi...hottest song from the (Tamil) Movie Sakkarakatti - by ARR

Nanba nee oru ilavasa taxi
Nanba nee oru ilavasa taxi

Once upon a time when we were riding real easy
Only we used our new Maruthi
Look up on the sides when a citi girl pass by
bale bale you say bye bye bye

mm see bale bale
mm see ole ole
mm see ole ole
shaaba

mm see bale bale
mm see ole ole
mm see ole ole
shaabaaaaah

mm see bale bale
mm see ole ole
mm see ole ole
shaaba

mm see bale bale
mm see ole ole
mm see ole ole
shaabaaaaah

Rasi Rasi..nanban kidaithal ellam oasi
Taxi Taxi..nanba nee oru ilavasa taxi...

Rasi Rasi..nanban kidaithal ellam oasi
Taxi Taxi..nanba nee oru ilavasa taxi...

Nee nee nee nee illayael naan naan naan engu povathu
Thoal saaya Thoal illayael en vaazhkai ennavathu…

Rasi..Rasi…nanban kidaithal ellam oasi
Taxi Taxi..nanba nee oru ilavasa taxi...

oola oola..nanban kidaithal elllam oasi..
oola oola..yoasi yoasi…yoasi yoasi..

We’ve gonna a smile coz we have a journey
dinner with a lady in a red saree
shout out loud, say you’re so sweet

We’ve gonna a smile coz we have a journey
dinner with a lady in a red saree

oola oola

En thavarai nee maraithai
Enakai archanai vaanginaai
Un Thoalgal yaeniyai poal
Yaeri midithaennn..thaanginaai

Ezhum poathu kai thanthu
Azhum poathu kadan thanthu
Ilaipaara madi thanthu
Enakena vaazhvathu nee thaane

Rasi..Rasi..nanban kidaithal ellam oasi
Taxi Taxi..nanba nee oru ilavasa taxi...

Il faut que je me dépêche parce qu’on m’attend à Chennai
Il faut que j’aille prendre le Taxi, prendre le Taxi à Paris

an nanan na na nana na ana..na
nai nainya nainya nainya na..

Thillana Thillana Thimiru pudicha thillanaa...
Anbaa naan Anbaa naan adangamaataen hero naan
Kalla thanam theriyaadhu...
Kaadhaliye kidaiyaathu...

na na nanan na na nana na ana...na

Kanjathanam theriyaathu
Kanjaave kidayaathu…
Nalla pazham kidayaathu
Gnana pazham kidayaathu
En uyir nanban nee thaane

Rasi...Rasi...nanban kidaithal ellam oasi
Taxi Taxi...nanba nee oru ilavasa taxi...

neeya neeya neeya neeya illayael
na na na na engu poavathu
Thoal saaya Thoal illayael en vaazhkai ennavathu…ennavathu...ennavathu...

nan naana naana na na nana

Taxi Taxi..Awesome taxi..
Taxi Taxi..Raasi Raasi..'Rap' ae jaasthi..
Taxi Taxi..uh hey…uh hey..ah..ha..ha..
Taxi Taxi..Make the wave, Make the sound..
Taxi Taxi..kumbakumengum city city
Thinam thinam engal tire kaatchi
Group boys naangal king of the streets
Live people gather every body follow me…

Look up in the side when ya see u when u pass by
Friend thavira friends thavira stay with me all at the time
Goli soda pizza.. they must they must ask why?

mm see bale bale
mm see ole ole
mm see ole ole
shaaba

mm see bale bale
mm see ole ole
mm see ole ole
shaabaaaaah

mm see bale bale
mm see ole ole
mm see ole ole
shaaba

mm see bale bale
mm see ole ole
mm see ole ole
shaabaaaaah

Mr.H

One turning planet?

I love the romance of travel. Though I hustle at what I am doing this moment I still feel everyday

'Today, I will get to travel (many) places in the globe and I will see every little corners of the world that many do not see'.


Yep, I wanna shout 'Gosh, I am exploring outer space'. And you will definitely listen to the harmony in a short time.

Mr.H

Oomai vizhigal - Thozhvi nilayena ninaithal

There is no such thing in life called 'Failure' because it is Not the Destination but an Experience / Journey. Here's a song from the movie Oomai vizhigal that released on 1984. Wonderful lyrics that will help you motivated when you are down!

PBS:

Thozhvi nilayena ninaithal manidhan vazhvai ninaikalaama
Thozhvi nilayena ninaithal manidhan vazhvai ninaikalaama
Vazhvai sumayena ninaithu thaayin kanavai midhikalaama

Abavaanan:

Urimai izhandhom udamayum izhandhom unarvai izhakalaama
Unarvai koduthu uyirai valartha kanavai marakalaama

PBS:

Thozhvi nilayena ninaithal manidhan vazhvai ninaikalaama

Vidiyalukillai dhooram vidiyum manadhil innum yen baaram
Un nenjam muzhuvadhum veeram irundhum kannil innum yen eeram

Abavaanan:

Urimai izhandhom udamayum izhandhom unarvai izhakalaama
Unarvai koduthu uyirai valartha kanavai marakalaama

Both:

Thozhvi nilayena ninaithal manidhan vazhvai ninaikalaama
Vazhvai sumayena ninaithu thaayin kanavai midhikalaama

Chorus:

Vidiyalukillai dhooram vidiyum manadhil innum yean baaram
Un nenjam muzhuvadhum veeram irundhum kannil innum yen eeram

Abavaanan:

Yuddhangal thondrattum rathangal sindhattum paadhai maaralaama
Rathathin veppathil achangal vegattum kolghai saagalaama

Chorus:

Urimai izhandhom udamayum izhandhom unarvai izhakalaama
unarvai koduthu uyirai valartha kanavai marakkalaama
Yuddhangal thondrattum rathangal sindhattum paadhai maaralaama
Rathathin veppathil achangal vegattum kolghai saagalaama

P.S. There is no failure except in no longer trying. — Elbert Hubbard (1856-1915).

Mr.H

Lifting to failure

I want to announce today that anyone who stops at failure is doomed to fail. The reason is because failure is just a momentary step on the road to success. Most often, I have found that anyone who is successful has gone through some level of failure and the only difference between those who are successful and those who are failures is that the successful use their failings as a learning mechanism and not a reason to quit.

Failure is defined as an act or instance of failing or proving unsuccessful; lack of success. Fail is defined as to fall short of success or achievement in something expected, attempted, desired, or approved. These definition simply shows us that failure is not permanent but something temporary as well as a pathway to success. Anything that you fail at can be done over if you so desire. If the the moment is truly important, than repeating the process will eventually gain success.

We need to change the way we look at failure in order to give it a more positive perspective. Any advent weightlifter will tell you that, You'll never know how much weight you can lift until you reach an amount that you can't. This is commonly known as "lifting to failure" which means that you push yourself as far as you can until you cannot lift anymore. I've experienced this during my strength training days and it helped me to understand that, although you cannot lift it today, you can come back in a few days and try again. Pushing yourself as far as you can will let you know what is possible, but, by avoiding your limitations, you will never reach your peak. The fear of failure stops us a lot quicker than what true failure can do in itself. If you can push past failure, you will be surprised by what you can accomplish. Proverbs 24:10 says, If you fail under pressure, your strength is not very great.

Failure is so important in weightlifting because it breaks the muscles down so much that you cannot possibly lift anymore at that point. But, this doesn't mean that you will never be able to lift the weights, you just won't lift it at that moment. It is important to understand that failure is not final, but just momentary. It was once said,

"You always pass failure on the way to success."

By Mickey Rooney
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mickey_Rooney

Mr.H

Juan

My car is more than a machine/automobile, and my relationship with it is intensely personal. I am highly or immoderately fond of my recent found love.

You know? Almost four in 10 of those polled said their car has a personality of its own. Two in 10 have a nickname for their car. Most often it is a female nickname; Three in 10 think of their car as having a gender, with 23% thinking of their cars as female, compared with just 7% male.

It has been since 5 months I never name ma car since ma sweetheart Srilatha Rebala planned to name (or I really want her to find one). Later, I found Sri is busy on many things I took charge to find out the name.

It's a 'call to engage in a contest' (tough challenge) and the search was wide and I am not convinced by my many of my (earlier) findings

# Hasten Schucy
# Betty
# Buboo
# Rocky
# Hyper-X

and the long series has no way finding a place for a fix. Today around (29th May 2008) 4.45 AM I manage to bring the best for ma passion! He is 'Juan'. This is mainly known as a Spanish name, but it is also a Manx (Gaelic language of the Isle of Man) form of John, pronounced JOO-an.

Meaning of Juan -> 'The lord is gracious'.

Wish Me and Juan good luck guys!

Mr.H

Losing Another Battle

Healthy relationships are (always) founded on mutual trust and respect. The committed relationships irreparably damaged by infidelity. It is better to be broken rather than fractured. Because the pain is gradually more than what we have it on one such shot.

Indfidelity--> It's a true violation of the mutually agreed upon. Men feels insecure and lose confidence on things if at all the later haven't been unadulterated with someone else.

If she was unhappy, she should have broken up with you, not cheated on you. Cheating should never be excused as a rational approach to dealing with other problems within a relationship. She cheated because she made a decision to do the wrong thing.

If you and your girlfriend are in a fairly new relationship, and she kissed someone at a club, you might be able to get over that, especially if she came clean on her own and expressed true remorse. If she’s actually been dating and sleeping with someone behind your back, then you should absolutely leave this girl.


She has no respect for you, your feelings, or your relationship. Plus, she really cannot be trusted and she clearly has severe commitment issues.

For now, the heart is the only broken instrument that works. This is the one such thing that I always strive hard to taste the success. Donno, how many times I go downward in movement??????

Not foreseen or dreamt of things happened abruptly fall short of your feet is an act of terminating a life....!

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

P.S. Attn Girls : You can replace the Men/Women on this topic.

Mr.H

An angry silence

This new technology has not lived up to the expectations. The deferential regard for...............is missing?! The war is between emotion and intellect. As written by an American artist 'Florence Scovel Shinn'

We cannot always control our thoughts, but we can control our words, and repetition impresses the subconscious, and we are then master of the situation.

Mr.H

déjà vu

Heart's desire 'Dream'



Since, I haven't seen you (.....) in a blue moon. A voice that amazes
when I received your call day before.
When I started feeling you around through the sense of touch and when I happen to strengthen....I realized you are way too far. I felt that what the informant says may well be true. I will not fake emotions.

In recent days, your mobility has become more limited or restricted. Like, 'Air is invisible' I can only see you in thoughts. I inaugurated the mystery of your loneliness.

"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

Are we still the same people?? I truly cast about the words...I swear I am pausing then 'N' there! An 'Auscultation' would have crossed more than 300+ bpm instead of the ususal 60-100. What could be the cause of pain? It's not so interesting but I really don't want to regret after 15 yrs from now 'Why did I lost the art?'

It would need a lot of efforts, To make such a strong impression as to overcome. After all Life is a journey - not a destination. Finally, Missing you as ever!

Mr.H

My signature - My tears turned....+ve!

Hey there ppl -

Howdy doody there? Long time since we met. But still most of the props I possess are bought from you. So I always remember you guys n gals. I could’ve for free, before the opening night (2008) with no wait in line, but I didn’t.

And when you know and see I’m feeling down
Why do you have to go and call my name
When I’d rather make it hear no sound
It makes it worse cuz it’s not the same….

There’s times when you’re in…and you’re in… but then there’s those times…and it just sucks. Everything went wrong, and you ask…is the juice worth the squeeze? I was lost, but now I’m found. Here's ME back again on the track :-)

All the great things of every great moments in my life! Here's one of the greatest moments so far. My emotion aroused by something awe-inspiring, astounding, or marvelous on the day 22nd January 2008. Can I have a reason for being amazed?

10 yrs of hard work for a boy who started his journey at the age of 15

# as a Newspaper boy,

# STD booth worker,

# Auditor office receptionist (some times a Tea boy),

# Especially involuntarily for sometime,

# Computer hardware (an apprentice who always find a chance to go out with the engineer to learn some hardware troubleshooting),

# A marketing representative with a bag (which is not my cup of tea),

# Trainee Hub Operations,

# Executive Hub Operations,

# Again involuntarily for sometime, (Tough luck)

# Trainee- Server administration,

# Technical Support Engineer,

# Sr.Systems Engineer

# and now as a Team Lead.

What are all the dreams that drove me for all these years?? An ardent love to be successful, an intense emotion, very strong interest to be one of the person who can also be in this society as an eligible member of the human race, Ma passion towards the cars and bikes, building a beautiful home with love for Mumma, Nannatha (grandpa) and Nooramma (grani), a peaceful breath to the family who's breath is always tough to get me to this stage. Overall can I say that I am opposite of failure?!

Honestly, as a child I was very curious about why people behave the way they do. So I would observe them and study them but I never found any interesting way to know more about what made them tick.

It is not a future predictive science at all. If success is really your passion and that's what you want to do in life then stick to it through the ups and downs and stay focused and things will eventually work out for the best. This is my way!

So I decided here's the deal. I wanna drive a four wheeler for mumma, nana, and nani but how? Money does matter mate! Haan! But nothing is impossible, it is always I'mPossible! With a lot of determination, a lot of courage. You have got to be persistent, and push through no matter how tough the going gets is what I always say to 'ME'.

The count down started from the tea shop. What? Can you get it? Oh yea, I can say that when I sit at the Tea shop nor walk to the office counting how many cars passed me? Crazy right? Yeah, I am crazy to own a car. That happened (the count) for 46 cars on the day.

I used to say 'Come on mate, come on Mr.H! One day your car will be here at 47th on road but who knows how many would have counted just like you'? Just like your passion? Just like you endure anxiously? Just like my cup of blood? The blood is red in colour but how many have the gesture to own your O' +ve? No, that's O(H) positive.

Jealous, Surprise and Delighted.

Jealous : Suspicious or fearful of being displaced by a rival (Me). Basically, these people are considered as 'Fearful of the loss'.

Surprise : State of amazement for some no many of my relations. They sneak up on that I caught something strange. I shall surprise the assembled members of our family 'Expect the Unexpected'.

Delighted : But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first. Yes, I am talking about my loved one's who really care, dare to do whatever I want. No less in space, validity, and pleasure it's my mumma (I love you mom), my nannatha
(He is my enemy is what he says about me but the truth is he loves me like anything), my nooramma (The strict financier is yet to sponser something for me LOLz).

To own this I had to go for a state of distress, affliction, difficulty and many more but the gear has always not been made for Reverse. It meant to go for a reverse to hit the target, to move forward, bounce back...the day came, the Day came
to me to own my brand new Tata Indica V2 Xeta.

I couldn't resist, I couldn't breath, I couldn't hear the usual heartbeat instead everything is moving slow...I am asking myself what's the time? Arre yaar, what's the time? Why things are moving slow today? Is there something happening around to make the day slow? Where is the sunlight dude? Why is it still dark?

Time: 4.00 AM --> I took 2 hrs permission
Time: 4.20 AM --> Cab started and moving slowly (what's this huh?)
Time: 4.45 AM --> Got into the Government bus grrrr....It's slower than the tortoise
Time: 5.45 AM --> Was wondering all the above past in the bus (Sweet or Soar a memory is always a memory) and rushing to get down from the bus.
Time: 6.00 AM --> Get ready mom, nani getup, nana we got to go to cbe for some work. So be ready...
Time: 7.20 AM --> Ringing Ketan, hey dude what's up? Are you ready?
Time: 8.10 AM --> Ketan calling, I am too fast to pick up the call in a milli sound from the hand phone, Oh yea dude! Where are you?
Time: 8.30 AM --> Ketan calling, I am reached! Can you come down?
Time: 9.40 AM --> Tafe access
Time: 10.25AM --> Nana was SURPRISED because this secret wasn't opened to him earlier. Nannatha is excited just a step more than me seeing his grandson to own a car!!!! What's the feel? I cannot get the feel of his eyes translated over my letters hmmm!!
Time: 10.30AM --> Oh yea I saw ma love, I saw ma money converted into an Arctic Silver colour, I saw ma hardwork, I saw ma mumma and grandparents, I saw Ketan, I saw NO, I felt something is trying to come out from my eyes but I cannot help to get it outside. What's that? That's ma Tears of Happiness.

Some kind of voice is around me now! I tried to find it out and here it is 'Your dream car is waiting for you' but whoz that? Is it my own voice hitting from inside?? Well well donno and now Nooramma handed over the key to me (with) eyes filled of tears and there's ma mumma standing behind me as ever (She is my support, she is my breath, she is my everything) and Nannatha standing opposite with hands at the back wondering about me. A proud grandfather on his part!

I hugged ma mumma and then drove my dream one step ahead saying in a symbolic art, I'm always ahead and I 'Born to WIN!'. Nooramma, then on the driver seat for Du'a (Dua is an Arabic term which means to 'call out' or to 'summon'.

Muslims use this term and call out to God, and Muslims regard this as one of the second greatest acts of worship in Islam.

"And your Lord says: "Call on Me; I will answer your (Prayer)!"

Did he answered to the prayer? Well, I don't know but my mumma's prayers will be answered and here's the answer. Though I don't believe in god for the sake of good soul's around me, I accepted this and headed the following

1. We went to Dharka in Trichy Road for Dua's
2. We went to the CSI Church Trichy road (Opp. G.H)
3. We went to Chenni andavar temple for the prayer

So there is no clue since everything is straight forward in this article. Here's the new car







Green colour saree - Ma mumma
Orange colour saree - Ma nani
White shirt - Ma nana
Blue strip shirt - That's me (hope you can recognize me)

P.S. Finally, I got to say one thing 'It's not owned, it's obsessed/possessed.'

Mr.H